The cycle of Fibromyalgia

I haven't been in this much pain in so long I forgot what it feels like. Even going to the bathroom is a chore. I am very tired because of my Dalmane but the pain is keeping me awake. It is all in my hips and going down my legs. I know it is my sciatica acting up but with my SED rate of 50 according to my tests last week who knows now. Walking and sitting is just agony. I have an appointment with my rheumy on Wednesday but I don't know how long the pain will last. I don't want to wake Todd because his first day of work is tomorrow and I want him to be fresh and rested. We only have one car and live in the boonies so no public transportation. I haven't felt this way in so long I forgot what it feels like. I can deal with the insomnia but the pain is just unbearable. I just want to cry I feel so bad. I am hurting so much I am shaking as well. I was hoping someone would be awake to chat with but it doesn't look that way.I just wanted to gripe about it to someone and since Todd is sleeping I didn't want to wake him up. As you can see I am on NO pain killers so I am doing it with what the docs will give me. This happens so rarely now that I forget how the pain feels. UGH.
I hope you all are getting a good night's sleep.