The Curse of Feeling Too Good (AKA doing too much!)

Good morning everyone!
I hope that everyone had a nice day yesterday and sleep last night. I didn't as usual. Even with the help of Dalmane, I am still only sleeping in streches of 4 hours or so. Unfortuntately, I only have so much to work with and no refills because this is an experiment with my psych nurse along with the increase in my Cymbalta and BuSpar at the same time. So you all know what that means, MESSED UP BODY TIME. I don't know whether I am coming or going. I am tired all the time and I would like to be up for at least part of the daylight hours. Yesterday I was out cold for about 4 hours or so.
For the next week or so, I will be watching an 8 year old boy for an hour each morning because his mom, who works at the Post Office and we know well because of eBay, asked if I would stay with him until his bus picks him up for school. Of course I say yes, one because I am such a nice person :) and two she is willing to pay $10 for one hour of work. Luckily, I can make up to $300 a month outside SSDI so I don't have to worry about doing something bad. Besides babysitting doesn't count. Does it?
Well, yesterday I was all set to go. Psyched up for my day and it was all planned. I would go to the house and get him ready for the bus, then go to the gym for my time on the treadmill. Well, the kid and bus went off without a hitch but the gym was another story.
I was going just fine, but then suddenly that infamous BRICK WALL hit me very cruelly. I was so disappointed. I went home so dejected and exhausted. Even a shower which helps so much after a workout, didn't even do the trick. After the shower, I immediately went to bed and passed out until about 1:30 in the afternoon!!! Sadness.
I really wish I could be normal. To not have to worry about doing to much in a day, passing out in the middle of the day, taking tons of meds just to keep going or to fall asleep.
I remember when I used to be normal. On the go, doing whatever I wanted, not to worry about what time it was so I had to take my meds, when they will take effect so I could be home on time. Just to go out without saying to my husband, we have to go I am getting tired, and ruining his fun. Sigh. Ah, to remember......