Scared out of my mind with worry! AKA The Attack of Friday the 13th!
I went to my pain doc appt. today. Something I was looking forward to because I have been in a ton of pain. Anyway, he got my paperwork for my LTD (Long Term Disability insurance) and he is going to give the opinion that I can do sedimentary work!
I almost fell of the darn table with that statement.
I told him that I am not worried about my SSDI because I can give work a try and if it doesn't pan out I can go back on it. BUUUUUUT, LTD does not work that way. Once I go back to work, that is it. No more money. He thinks that it is because I have no desire to go back to work or as he put it, I have no incentive to go back to work. I would love to go back to work, but with all my meds and my health problems I feel I would be totally an unreliable employee.
So, right now I am totally scared out of my mind of losing literally half of my income, which we can't afford to loose right now. I called my psych nurse, my internist and my rheumy all of whom send reports to my LTD company as well. I have appointments to talk to my doc and rheumy but I left a message with my psych nurse, which she may not get until Monday or Tuesday depending if she is working on Monday because of the holiday.
I am a mess emotionally. Part of me doesn't even want to go back to my pain doc, but he has been so good to me until now. UGH!! Just one more thing to add to the fire I guess.
posted by Wendy at Friday, January 13, 2006
1 Comments:
Hi Wendy,
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I know there are still a few good guys where you are and hold on to them because honey there are some nasty people there too. I was banned by a moderator with too much power it seems. I was never given a reason EVER and I wrote twice and in the end gave up. I think I was banned because the person was made a mod and this person was a friend of that nasty thieving b***** who stole the money.
That nasty woman is still continuing to lie even now but evidence is evidence and I can not say anymore here as it is public.....But there's more holes in her story than sieve!
If you choose not to come to the lounge then, bo probs lovie, however please take my best wishes with you and I hope all is well with you and your man. Keep him in check!
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