Didn't realize I was so popular!

I apologize for not updating my blog lately but there has been a lot going on around the household. I have had tons of doc appointments and just personal stuff happening.
Todd and I had another fight, very unpleasant. Basically found out that all the weight I gained from taking my meds has made him unattractive to him. He feels we don't have a romantic relationship anymore. All I can say is we are working from that, at least it is out now. I told him that his attitude is his problem and he has to deal with the weight because it won't go away in one day. I'm not thrilled but he could have said he wanted to leave me, which would have been worse.
Todd also left his job of 6 weeks. It was a bad scene but it leaves us in a financial bind for a while. He is trying to be a permanent temp for a while to see where he does fit it in the business world now. Its temp work but temp work in this area is very steady.
I am back on anti-depressants now, Lexapro because of my anxiety problems. Not thrilled but what can I do? I have to go to a Pain Clinic as soon as my doc's office can schedule an appointment for me. Today is a trip to the gastroenterologist to see if I have developed an ulcer from all the meds I have been taking over time. I haven't been eating right for over a week now (before the fight) and my diet is limited because everything makes my stomach upset. I also have an appointment with a urologist next week because of a weird result from tests done. So weird the sample was tested twice to be sure. So off to another specialist.
So that is the update. Not a stunner but it is what it is.